[Atral]

Well, i'm just fine before the fight.It's during the fight that gets me nervous.
You see...i'm a bit of a sadist.
Inflicting pain upon other people somehow brings me pleasure.
So i try my hardest to do perfectly during the fight.
But during this time i get nervous,
because I absolutely know that the pleasure i get out of other peoples suffering is absolutely wrong.I also feel a bit happy and guilty once i've won a fight.
If i ever get rid of the sadist thing,i dont think i will ever get nervous.


sorry if that was a bit confusing,its a bit weird to explain it perfectly.
In fact,I dont even understand it that well.