| ah, you are worrying about nothing, there is nothing wrong with being a sadist, especially in competition.... if you were at the point where you were beating on people hard during sparing that would be wrong, but that is not the case. heck i wish i was more like that. i love strategizing.... i love working out what i could do to create an opening or exploit their weeknesses, but the problem is that when ever it works i let up because i don't want to hurt them. or if i know they are weeker or less skilled i don't even try. i say use it to your advantage.... don't be a prick, don't hurt just to hurt, but if they are open i say that is an inventation for a nasty lesson. |