Honestly, you sounded like a teen to me. You need to continue and study from others. Forums, books, vids, cannot be the best form of learning.
If you can afford video games, other entertainment, etc., than you can afford to go to an instructor.
If you have been training since you were 4 and now you are 14, you lack much experience. I dont think you should be on you own path when you are not even on your own responsibilities and cant even drive legally.
I have 30 year olds who still come to me for guidance.
Now, all of this aside, I value your post as a way of speech and for you to learn/understand.
So keep posting
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What do I know? Since I didn't post my styles or experience, I have no experience, no knowledge, no say.
That post before mine, was that for post counting? How about the one after?
Hey, my post count has the same palaverment tone as anyone elses'
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