[Doneal7]

What do you do when your school is taking up all of your time, you can't practice. Then when you get to martial arts you screw the whole deal so badly that you feel like a complete and utter noob. Can't get the patterns right, can't kick right, punch right, move right, excercise long enough. When all the horrible things that can happen at martial arts, like getting that fear of being hit. I have no idea how it got there, but I just won't accept blows anymore. It's infuriating. I want to hit and put it all but my body does these wierd, wiggle jiggle duck, lean and turn things. I want to throw a punch but every time I do that I screw it.